Life is shit, Life is sucks...

A wisdom of those whom forfeit hope? Or equally true for all being in the Universe? And who the hell may trully able to decide?

In the middle of chemo Life never seen so... What? Could such a thing even be described? Yes, but the moderators would **** the CoC for sure if I try...

In the middle of <not fully wanted nor wished situation> Life never seen so meaningless and empty when someone just stops for a while to wonder: Does it trully even worth?!

The world sure would be a better place without a few persons. I certainly belong to them... I just, f**k, would not give anyone that satisfaction! I refused to be an artist. I refused to support any kind of side with my own opinions. And I f**king refuse to make any of you happy let the world get rid of me!

I may die because of some shitbad clinical state. But I would die with honour! Honour what this rotten world long forgotten!

But if not. If I win at the end I will do it with glory and grace! And refuse to be called an "artist" ever again untill my utter, bitter end!

Damn you, World!